I lost both my parents to suicide. When you lose a parent, you gain perspective. You begin to see the world differently than they once intended. When you finally come to the realization, that the most valuable thing in this world, is time itself. You begin to question why so many people take it for granted.
Time is free, but how you choose to spend it makes time priceless. The choices and decisions you make in life, create the memories that define your life.
Teach yourself to value your time, the way society told you to value money. They can always print more money, but you can never buy more time.
Go make the most out of it.